and be here when i get home

its the cold rustling rage that fills me

that cuts deep into my bones

and makes me leak out these burning tears

i dont want to make these choices

choices for things that will never work

things that will betray me

that will betray you

what if the moon rises and i stay by its side for all my life

will the sun never shines on me again

what if the heart mends and the soul betters

will i never know the smile of the morning

will you be betrayed golden sunshine

if the night heals and im whole in my life as it is?

i dont want to change this world

but it cant stay this way forever

dreams

here comes the dawn,

crawling up over my body as voices and noises stir

stay here my love

tucked tightly warm in this desert of heat

warm in this burning fire of fear

stay with me now,

let us never wake

let us never stir as your body rests against mine

rest here now,

in this moment of peace

a break for the war the rages on in my life

you are my oasis come true

you are the man built of dream stuff and clouds

you are the sun coming out in the night,

that i may never fear the dark again...

i love you my golden sunshine

i miss you every second my sky is overcast and you are away from me...

never leave and i will always stay