shadows and blood ++

Come with me into the shadows of my soul,
find me there a broken doll
Lifeless and cold in the sunless world
Know then, the sun will never rise for us again
And we will spend an eternity here in the dark
I will call out,
But I will never hear you speak my name again
Alone in this cold world to far gone for anyone to save me
I will die this way
For ever forgotten to the world
For ever longing to reconnect
My soul is lonely now…

Come with me into the shadows of my past
find me there with paper skin
Threadbare and empty from to much use
Know then, I will have nothing left to sell
And I will spend an eternity dead inside my delicate frame
I will cry out
But no one will hear my words,
My lips to chapped and my heart to empty to put any life into my lungs.
I will die this way
For ever wishing I was still a poet
For ever dreaming I was still human
My past is empty now…

Come with me into the shadows of my dreams
find me there a child’s sand and glass castle
Shining and flawed in its construction
Know then, I will bring you to this place
And pan will piper us into a forever of illusion where nothing is real.
I will dream,
The darkest nightmare monsters to life…
And we will run forever from them just like I do from the white dragon.
I will die this way
For ever running from the daemons we cant see
For ever hiding under the blankets
My dreams are tainted now…

Come with me into the shadows of my blood,
Find me there a crying god
Rageful and loving in my completion
Know then, I will turn no other cheek
And I will spend forever wishing I had never chosen to with you
I will cut,
And violate my holy temple
Craving out pound after pound of flesh so that I can live a new life with out you.
I will die this way
For ever the only one with my name
For ever tied by contract to the darkest things
My blood is demonic now…

Come with me my child of a man into the shadows,
Look not back from where we began
For it no more is real to this world
Kiss my neck as I slide the needle into my vein
And watch me rattle as I die in your arms
You don’t know me now,
As I seek fill the void of my existence.

tears (a poem will sp latter)

lay here now sweet child
and be a man to me,
hold me now
in this second of inescapable vulnerability
i am weak against your touch
i am crippled in your eyes
and i am heartbroken in your lips.

i am nothing more than a frail doll
made of porcelain and paper mache.
i melt under the rain and i dry to cracking in the sun
so lay here with me
and never let me go.
keep then this memory for when your bruised and torn
keep all my love and horde it all away
because the sun is burning and a storm is on its way

Be a man sweet boy,
grow up now.
theirs no time left and its taken me this long somehow
to say the words
with my lips against your ear
I love you more than my self,
and I regret all my fears.
Hold me as I give my self to you,
In ways so much deeper than the skin
I will lay in your arms and let you watch me cry,
As I feel time is drawing to an end.

a dandylion war yet to be begun (a poem will sp latter)

bring me out into the sun
be the rain and the morning young
be my dreams that are coming true
and id regret that i am falling in love with you.
be the wish my lips do speak
and the lover who is strong but weak
take your hands and trace my skin
you are an artist
writing poetry of our sin
you are my muse my words and my soul
warped up in pleasures in the morning gold
you are the yes and not no and go
you are the everything that i do that's untold

and when the demons come and fight in
you are the voice that brings me back again
you were the memory that tied me to this world
and with out you i might be lost in the swirl
i want to hold you and kiss you again
i want your naked body melting against my skin
i want your sweat, your lust and your fuck
but more than that i want the sound of your love

I dream of your eyes stairing out in the cold
callign and beging me to unfold
I dream of your voice smiling to say
all the words that I dream I will hear one day.
I dream you think im beautiful
I dream you think im smart
I dream that you love me more than at the start
I dream your hands and I dream my skin
and when i wake i dream to find you again

rattle and shake, and break down the wall
you came at a bad time
and you saved us all
I was dieing and weak, i was scared and alone
I had given up on pleasure and happiness and gold
but now i am new and full of life
and you are the reason ive battles the strife
and who would have guessed it would come from a boy
so young and beautiful to cause so much joy

bring me out into the coming sun
let me rest and let me run
give me reasons to stay and i will never leave
i will hold you tight in my sleeve
and my heart will be yours,
if not in whole then in half
and that half will burn bright enough to last
till tomorrow and through today
and possibility even another day.

For you i would an anything
just be like the morning
and set me free to sing.

truffles and bon bons with a cup of tea

be the dreams of my world
the soft blanket of my nightmares
come and lay with me
in the soft bendy pipecleaner ocean
I will wisper secret desires
that come pouring out from my slumber
of sculpting and molding your body with my fingers
i will dive deep into the pools of your hands
and learn to swim a new...
be here as i charge forward into the forest
i never could see you from the trees
and now, i just want to know you.
for what ever that means