it was everything,
the cushion below me,
the cold of the room,
the touch of his hands,
the feelings in bloom.
it was for a moment,
perfect in all ways.
lost in the madness,
drunken in the haze.
it was the wholeness and acceptance of self,
that brought me to joy,
that surrendered all else.
it was everything
that one true night,
I wish I could have it
I wish it were there to set all things right...
but now it is a memory
lost in the swell of the sea
of things that have happened
of moments where I was free...
I want to chase it,
but its gone to far away
a distant shadow
a forgotten way.
