will you see me,
sitting in the shallow water of my little dreams...
waiting for...
for something to happen.
a little happiness that's all ive ever wanted
and i have looked,
i have looked everywhere
across the world ive thrown my soul about
walked and hiked and swam and ran and marched and crawled...
i have.
and i grew so old.
I aged so much.
I forgot so many things.
But, I never grew up.
I never wanted the world like you do
I never wanted shinny things,
Just warm things
Love things,
Sex and pleasure and passion things
I just wanted to be the first thought and the last thought
of one other person... or persons
I wanted...
I loved you.
I loved her,
I love him...
And here I sit in this water
sitting and drinking..
And filling my self again on youth..
Growing backwards twords a happy memory...
a memory of my self in your eyes when i smile and play...
when i giggle and you...
The morning sun... my love
you have woken me up...
brought me up
built me from ashes.
