Flow over me,
my 11th star.
to remember the soft pillow of your touch
to remeber the heated smell of you after battle
to fall out in the ice of dream,
into blank nothingess with you.
You, my most beautiful of memories,
you, who heald my hands as they first molded the earth,
you who,
in all things kept me safe.
Wisper for me
my 14th star.
Thin delicate lines of you
glass and bone and twine of you
of love, and hate, and regret of you..
wisper soft nothings.
I will dall out into the darkness,
out deep from my body
and in my eyes all stars were born that night,
that 14th night
where you in my lap stoped being.
stoped beating,
where you stoped
wispering I was your only regret.
the day I became the 21st star,
was the day you took your last breath.
Rip into me,
my 19th star.
My master, my teacher, my better than me
falling like our brother to the red china tree.
and in your rage, my hands found meaning.
Shreading, sundering, destroying to create
you were the begining and the end,
you were all that was evil and all that way good
you were my mesure of meaning
and I was nothing with out you.
fallen sullen aginst your cold flesh.
dance upon me,
my 20th star.
That a day and a year before
you kicked and cried,
you fought and won
you killed and raged to pay my cost of blood.
You sheltered me when no man would
You were my knight, and I was your dame
and life with out you has never been the same.
I am a shadow standing now by your grave.
for ever, that I could have made it faster
forever, that I would have changed the outcome of that day.
And the sun wept in blood for you that morning,
and the smell was never the same.
And forever scared am I as the 25th star left the sky
and into my skin they grew,
that I stood alone with out them
That no wisper, no dance, could bring them back to me
That the ripping and flowing of my skin would not set me free,
that I who longed to see the nothing again
Had to stand still breathing
to remember my friends.
And you by your hand, said good night to the end.
let the gods sit beside you,
let the mead always flow
let you find happiness in my woe...
i hope now you sit, where you always dreamed you would...
in a place Where the Brave may live Forever.
