I dont know
how we thought we'd
make this go.
now alone were left to
feel the cold
taking its toll
afraid to let go.
give me your arms
that you could hold us like love forever
and tomorrow
and years from now
wear this memory like a winter sweater
never forget I always loved you better
your the one that didnt want forever
things couldn't quite work out
for you and for me
we were not meant to be woven into the same tapestry.
our lives and loves divirged and never did i see
you were always the one i wanted beside me.
Your eyes could cut through all I see
your hands were master to the bending forms of me
and in all that
i couldnt hold back
to far gone
and left to stand alone
i would have built a palace in this cold
but you cant see
all thats me
I don't know how we thought we'd make this work
your to beside your self with pain and hurt.
give me your arms
that you could hold us like love forever
and tomorrow
and years from now
wear this memory like a winter sweater
never forget i always loved you better
your the one that didn't want forever.
I dreamed that you would never leave me cold
I hoped that one day you would stand beside me old.
but all my fears and all my pain too
was just to much weight for you
ill take this half of what we had
give me your love even if just half...
I dont know
how we thought we'd
make this go.
now alone were left to
feel the cold
taking its toll
afraid to let go.
give me your arms
that you can hold us like love forever
and tomorrow
and years from now
wear this memory like a winter sweater
never forget I always loved you better,
your the one that didnt want forever
Wednesday, December 11, 2013
Monday, December 09, 2013
forgive me, when I have sinned
Forgive me
For my sin.
For give me
For my weakness.
Heald under your strength,
I had melted...
I had sunk...
I had slipped from my mind,
Mingled in the taste and smell of you
Tight assist my wrists
I fell into your power...
How could you have been so strong,
And so vacant.
I bent and begged with my body,
And you pulled me in,
And I fell...
For a moments of forever,
Brought right before climax so many times...
It was maddening.
And I,
I went mad and forgot my self.
I sinned and took what was not fully given.
Forgive me.
Saturday, December 07, 2013
sing a song of sun
sing a song of love,
and i will resound your voice.
sing a song of hope,
and i will forever keep tight this dream.
sing a song of tomorrow,
and i will remember today...
signing a song of the sun
and I will sing
I love you.
It is not the places that we go
or the things that we do
that bring my hear closer to you
it is not the way that you touch me
or make my skin melt
is it not the smile on your face
or all the happiness we have felt,
it is the person that you are
and the person you will be
that keeps me wanting to sing a song
of our love set free.
sing a song of love,
and i will resound your voice.
sing a song of hope,
and i will sing in joy as if there was no other choice.
sing a song of tomorrow,
and through out today...
i will sing a song of the sun
i love you in every way.
it is not the way you take care of me,
or the things you to to keep me calm.
it is not the ever acceptance of my storm,
it is more than i can use words to form.
it is everything, and nothing
and all the things between
that crawl from my mind
and beg me to sing
he is my lover,
he is my sun,
he is my forever
he is the end to my run.
with him i will find rest,
i will lay my tired mind.
with him i will find best
all the things to unwind.
it is him who is my rock
and him who is my soul,
and for him i would give anything
to spend forever growing old.
sing a song of love,
and i will resound your voice.
sing a song of hope,
and i will sign back and rejoice.
sing a song of love,
and i will sing it too.
sing a song that never ends
and i will sing for you.
and i will resound your voice.
sing a song of hope,
and i will forever keep tight this dream.
sing a song of tomorrow,
and i will remember today...
signing a song of the sun
and I will sing
I love you.
It is not the places that we go
or the things that we do
that bring my hear closer to you
it is not the way that you touch me
or make my skin melt
is it not the smile on your face
or all the happiness we have felt,
it is the person that you are
and the person you will be
that keeps me wanting to sing a song
of our love set free.
sing a song of love,
and i will resound your voice.
sing a song of hope,
and i will sing in joy as if there was no other choice.
sing a song of tomorrow,
and through out today...
i will sing a song of the sun
i love you in every way.
it is not the way you take care of me,
or the things you to to keep me calm.
it is not the ever acceptance of my storm,
it is more than i can use words to form.
it is everything, and nothing
and all the things between
that crawl from my mind
and beg me to sing
he is my lover,
he is my sun,
he is my forever
he is the end to my run.
with him i will find rest,
i will lay my tired mind.
with him i will find best
all the things to unwind.
it is him who is my rock
and him who is my soul,
and for him i would give anything
to spend forever growing old.
sing a song of love,
and i will resound your voice.
sing a song of hope,
and i will sign back and rejoice.
sing a song of love,
and i will sing it too.
sing a song that never ends
and i will sing for you.
let us come here
to this place we make
a place of secret lies and violent truths.
let us know each other...
in ways unknow to knowing.
let me show you a better world to live in,
a place free of judgements
and in your hands I will sacrifice my mask
and in my hands you will know acceptance.
let us come here as tho we have always been here
taking not for granted,
but taking all the same.
And I will worship the time spent growing
and I will grow in the time we share
that you grow,
that we live
that forever is a thought away from infinite.
that all the things are the same,
that there will be no difference.
And there will be love for our fellow man in our hearts
and there will be hate for our fellow enemy in our minds
and there will be joy for our fellow extacy in our combined joy.
let us come here,
and cheat the rules
and defy the reasons
and just exist,
in simple completeness.
and for this,
for this...
I will have faith in you,
and you will have faith in me.
As we share this moment,
we will look happy for tomorrow.
to this place we make
a place of secret lies and violent truths.
let us know each other...
in ways unknow to knowing.
let me show you a better world to live in,
a place free of judgements
and in your hands I will sacrifice my mask
and in my hands you will know acceptance.
let us come here as tho we have always been here
taking not for granted,
but taking all the same.
And I will worship the time spent growing
and I will grow in the time we share
that you grow,
that we live
that forever is a thought away from infinite.
that all the things are the same,
that there will be no difference.
And there will be love for our fellow man in our hearts
and there will be hate for our fellow enemy in our minds
and there will be joy for our fellow extacy in our combined joy.
let us come here,
and cheat the rules
and defy the reasons
and just exist,
in simple completeness.
and for this,
for this...
I will have faith in you,
and you will have faith in me.
As we share this moment,
we will look happy for tomorrow.
Friday, December 06, 2013
to indulge
it is time that haunts us
living and dying,
change and crying.
it is time that is the enemy
to all things,
it will come and pass
and all will be but a faded memory.
It is now that we have.
simple existence in now.
tomorrow may never come
so then,
give to me..
to me this night.
give to me...
to me indulgence,
lay before me your human frailty,
lay before me your human need,
give to me these things
and to you,
to you...
I will give all of my self for a moment.
I will exist as only my body.
I will exist as only my mind,
I will exist only in the memory of a moment,
for just a moment
for a stolen price of time
I will,
belong in the grand scheme of things,
and you to
will belong with me.
it is time,
time that has healed no wounds.
it is time,
time that has destroyed all things.
it is time who kisses bitter upon skin
and brittle upon cold bones.
and it is I,
a goddess to pleasure,
a child to love.
a warrior to creation
who,
will lay hands to heal.
will make new
things forgotten
and things never known.
It is I who will accept you,
in all faults
in all dark places
to love in a form not love.
to show you who I am,
to share with you my skin,
that you may see my soul.
it is time who hits harsh,
and it is time who leaves scars.
let then me not be time,
let me not exist forever
but here, in a dance of words
in a plea of wanting.
let me,
show you the truth to indulgence.
the truth to my joy, and pleasure
and then,
maybe in time
you can share with me the same.
To know you,
this is the greatest desire.
living and dying,
change and crying.
it is time that is the enemy
to all things,
it will come and pass
and all will be but a faded memory.
It is now that we have.
simple existence in now.
tomorrow may never come
so then,
give to me..
to me this night.
give to me...
to me indulgence,
lay before me your human frailty,
lay before me your human need,
give to me these things
and to you,
to you...
I will give all of my self for a moment.
I will exist as only my body.
I will exist as only my mind,
I will exist only in the memory of a moment,
for just a moment
for a stolen price of time
I will,
belong in the grand scheme of things,
and you to
will belong with me.
it is time,
time that has healed no wounds.
it is time,
time that has destroyed all things.
it is time who kisses bitter upon skin
and brittle upon cold bones.
and it is I,
a goddess to pleasure,
a child to love.
a warrior to creation
who,
will lay hands to heal.
will make new
things forgotten
and things never known.
It is I who will accept you,
in all faults
in all dark places
to love in a form not love.
to show you who I am,
to share with you my skin,
that you may see my soul.
it is time who hits harsh,
and it is time who leaves scars.
let then me not be time,
let me not exist forever
but here, in a dance of words
in a plea of wanting.
let me,
show you the truth to indulgence.
the truth to my joy, and pleasure
and then,
maybe in time
you can share with me the same.
To know you,
this is the greatest desire.
The sun always rises
It is undeniable,
My sun will rise in the morning to greet me
And I,
Will rise to see him shine.
It is he who lit the world to give it color,
it is he who lit the world to give it form,
and it is he who forever and right now
who gives me wings to soar,
that no sky is limited, that I may always have more.
It was the great dawning,
when first he came into my world
which showed me I was not trapped forever,
that opened for me the door.
And it is he who forever and right now
who gives me dreams to live
and lives them with me evermore.
It is he and no other,
whos love I hold most dear.
It is he, above all others
who makes the sky clear.
It is he who ever after I wish to stay beside.
It is he and never another
who I would not fear or hide.
He is my golden sunshine,
he is my pot of gold,
he is every rainbows remembrance
he is my story yet told.
He is all I ever wanted
and all I ever dreamed
and walking hand in hand
he gives me strength to go against the stream.
My sun will rise in the morning to greet me
And I,
Will rise to see him shine.
It is he who lit the world to give it color,
it is he who lit the world to give it form,
and it is he who forever and right now
who gives me wings to soar,
that no sky is limited, that I may always have more.
It was the great dawning,
when first he came into my world
which showed me I was not trapped forever,
that opened for me the door.
And it is he who forever and right now
who gives me dreams to live
and lives them with me evermore.
It is he and no other,
whos love I hold most dear.
It is he, above all others
who makes the sky clear.
It is he who ever after I wish to stay beside.
It is he and never another
who I would not fear or hide.
He is my golden sunshine,
he is my pot of gold,
he is every rainbows remembrance
he is my story yet told.
He is all I ever wanted
and all I ever dreamed
and walking hand in hand
he gives me strength to go against the stream.
the want
come with me man of shadowed intent
come play out in the fields with me.
come take your fill in me,
that I may quench your thirst,
that you may know moments of whole bliss in me.
That you,
beautiful in all your forms may find room to breath,
existing as you are in full acceptance.
Know then my want.
Know of me,
the vivid princess who will worship in your ecstasy.
Know my feelings,
as deep as they run they are of light,
are of playful intent,
they also are of passion, and places untold.
And know,
in all things all i desire is to give,
never to take what is not given...
Come man,
built of fine shapes and smooth curves
let me wrap my mind around you,
and my arms.
Come man,
and adventure with me even if sparsely...
that for one moment in perfect synchronization we may exist.
Know then my want.
Know of me,
She who seeks nothing and offers the universe.
She, who when weak is strong and when strong is weak.
She, who exists most clearly in forms unfit for children.
She who...
Wants you in words that can not be spoken.
In ways which, could not be told.
In places, which challenge suable conduct.
Come with me my fellow traveller,
That I can show you what you seek to find in me,
not for ever,
not for everything,
just to sate this want.
come play out in the fields with me.
come take your fill in me,
that I may quench your thirst,
that you may know moments of whole bliss in me.
That you,
beautiful in all your forms may find room to breath,
existing as you are in full acceptance.
Know then my want.
Know of me,
the vivid princess who will worship in your ecstasy.
Know my feelings,
as deep as they run they are of light,
are of playful intent,
they also are of passion, and places untold.
And know,
in all things all i desire is to give,
never to take what is not given...
Come man,
built of fine shapes and smooth curves
let me wrap my mind around you,
and my arms.
Come man,
and adventure with me even if sparsely...
that for one moment in perfect synchronization we may exist.
Know then my want.
Know of me,
She who seeks nothing and offers the universe.
She, who when weak is strong and when strong is weak.
She, who exists most clearly in forms unfit for children.
She who...
Wants you in words that can not be spoken.
In ways which, could not be told.
In places, which challenge suable conduct.
Come with me my fellow traveller,
That I can show you what you seek to find in me,
not for ever,
not for everything,
just to sate this want.
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