Monday, November 26, 2007

he has good words

welcome to the beautiful -delirim of my dreams
where -emaculate rooms lay host to my fancys.
white carpets stained in the blood of fallen -pomegranets.
I never venture outside these walls where the -bubonic trees are
tainted.
all the actors, -naive dolls pulled and tugged
I scoff at them, and there not knowing I am there master.
but every one of them is made from a -sliver of my heart.
my heart in 1000 peices.
hide mr away in the hills of cornwall, in my acient -fogou.
keep mr out of the -rigorofic winds.
I an the one who comand my -geis upon my self to never let me free.
I keep the secoret maps of me away from the world, hidden in the -
linhay.
the walls of my heart are built out of -unobtanium stacked 1000 feet
high
and embeded with -caltrops.
the faces of my dolls begin to take on a bit of -gurning.
the delirim turning and growing, my -abacot grows heavy under the
pressure.
I am tuning low on -vril, soon it will be gone to me.
how can one live a -honorifabitudinitatibus life in these walls?
my heart so broken 1000 times I fear the love who calls in the -digamy
of this ring.
the night comes cold as the trees scream and the -dydlers dance in the
sky.
your beautiful lies are -esculent and they clam my hunger and fear for
now.
inside my world, everything is broken.

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

rest a while ++

be like always
and be like never
kiss and hold and beat into me with passionate hate,
your love.
my love.
the only love I deserve.
come crawling up over my body.
I will be good for you...
i will make my self better.
I will be perfect for you...
i will change the stars and re-a-line the world to make room for your heart.
give me a change
and a chance to make it.
give me the time i need to break old habbits.
i always wanted to stop biting my nails.
be like always,
like you were when you raged against my passion
when you said say it baby...
and when i said it.
be like you enjoyed me and like you wanted my love.
be like you wanted me...
and i will forever stay in my heart
i will forever stay in my body
i will never leave you here.
be like you were in the morning
be like you were when you couldn't touch me...
hit me and beat me and make me cry in your eyes
i forgive you.
i forgive you now for ever sin you haven't committed and ever one you will.
everything is inevitable.
you are the catalyst...
the changing revolutionist...
be like always
in love, in hate and passion in un-interest and indifferent cold snow...
i know this snow,
and i remeber how it burns...
burn again away the ice...
come rest awhile in my hands
come stay a while in my heart.
if i said lets leave tonight would you?
.... remember you speak the truth.