damp dreams

 I dream of loving you,
whole and full
each morning waking beside you,
leaking of you. 
leaking out the dreams of the day,
and the passions of the night
leaking in the beauty and light 
I see reflected in the moss ambered eyes. 
I dream of loving you...
passionately, and fierce 
not seeking in return anything.
not looking for what you can give...
but giving myself,
entirely to you. 
i dream, of having that... 
which i will not have and can not ask for.