Friday, October 12, 2012

control and beauty.

what is it that we are really seeking when we cut our callories to 500 a day, what is it when we force our selves through hunger and cramps, what are we trying for? us it so when he looks at me, he sees beauty? no, because i know that what he sees. he.finds me desirable. is it so i see my self as beautiful? no, because i kniw my goal is not reachable. is it because i need to have control, is this just an extension of the box i never noticed before now? i wish i knew so i could snuff out this sickness.

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