Friday, March 19, 2010

shadows and blood ++

Come with me into the shadows of my soul,
find me there a broken doll
Lifeless and cold in the sunless world
Know then, the sun will never rise for us again
And we will spend an eternity here in the dark
I will call out,
But I will never hear you speak my name again
Alone in this cold world to far gone for anyone to save me
I will die this way
For ever forgotten to the world
For ever longing to reconnect
My soul is lonely now…

Come with me into the shadows of my past
find me there with paper skin
Threadbare and empty from to much use
Know then, I will have nothing left to sell
And I will spend an eternity dead inside my delicate frame
I will cry out
But no one will hear my words,
My lips to chapped and my heart to empty to put any life into my lungs.
I will die this way
For ever wishing I was still a poet
For ever dreaming I was still human
My past is empty now…

Come with me into the shadows of my dreams
find me there a child’s sand and glass castle
Shining and flawed in its construction
Know then, I will bring you to this place
And pan will piper us into a forever of illusion where nothing is real.
I will dream,
The darkest nightmare monsters to life…
And we will run forever from them just like I do from the white dragon.
I will die this way
For ever running from the daemons we cant see
For ever hiding under the blankets
My dreams are tainted now…

Come with me into the shadows of my blood,
Find me there a crying god
Rageful and loving in my completion
Know then, I will turn no other cheek
And I will spend forever wishing I had never chosen to with you
I will cut,
And violate my holy temple
Craving out pound after pound of flesh so that I can live a new life with out you.
I will die this way
For ever the only one with my name
For ever tied by contract to the darkest things
My blood is demonic now…

Come with me my child of a man into the shadows,
Look not back from where we began
For it no more is real to this world
Kiss my neck as I slide the needle into my vein
And watch me rattle as I die in your arms
You don’t know me now,
As I seek fill the void of my existence.

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