Am i dreaming?

Here I am,
Am I?
For all I have been...
For all I could be ,
For all I was never...
Do thee love me?
I think I see...
Little girl,
So scared
So cold.
Little girl,
You grow so old.
Your fingers tire,
Your mind grows meek,
Your as worthless as
A winter's heat.
Your ugly skin,
Your tired eyes,
Seen to much,
Your own demise.
How could they ever?
You break his heart.
How could they ever?
He tears you apart.
How could you ever,
Think you were free?
Are you even away
Or is it all just a dream?