eye for an eye

do you know
you are the first safe place i have had
the place I can shelter in
from my own raging torments.
gone from me to soon to be able to stand

for your lips to have validated this debt.
how could you?
how could you want to take the place of that shadow sin?
how can you say you love me
and then
then,
leave me feeling worthless and expendable.

do you know what you have done?
this debt taken for you.
absorbed by you of all people